Medial Gastric Bypass Surgery 9/8/09
Dr Srikanth, Federal Way - WA
I saw my Naturopath a few days ago. My highest recorded weight at her office was 275 pounds. She was anxious to do an updated body composition. The results: I weighed in at 146 pounds and my body fat is 28%. Considering I am medium framed female who stands 5 foot 6 inches, these results are excellent and very healthy.
This may be a stretch, but I think obesity can be compared to hording.
- There are pounds of stored fuel in the body intended for use, but realistically it's just too much for one person
- Fuel is packed from skin to bone and its presence gives one embarrassment as well as comfort
- We struggle to let the pounds go, but in the end we just collect more
Most of my friends and family and even my primary care physician, did not share my enthusiasm for the Gastric Bypass Surgery option. The idea was loosely accepted by most but few fully understood what I was doing, why I was doing it or the actual risks involved.
The largest point of contention for myself and others, was that I was able to loose 30 pound in six months, while preparing for surgery. If I could do that, then I didn't need the surgery....right?
It's easy for the obese to loose 30 pounds. It is not easy to keep it off. It is harder to not gain an additional 15 pounds when it comes back on. The emotional toil this process puts a person is devastating and fuels the cycle.
If I just had more willpower - If I had more determination - If I wasn't such a pig - If I exercised more - If I wasn't so unlovable - If I wasn't so lazy - If I was more organized - If I weren't so ugly - If I had more time in the day - If I stopped eating ice cream - If I......
In my opinion, most morbid obesity is caused by the addiction to food and/or the act of eating. There are a some exceptions like Prader-Willi syndrome, but in general, the excuses we've told ourselves can not be blamed for the large number on the scale. My excuses: being of Northern European decent and having a slow thyroid.
After surgery, it became important for me to understand the reasons and motivations for I had for overeating. I began being more conscience of when, where, why and what I ate. I saw consistent unhealthy eating patterns that I was previously unaware of. I decided to see a therapist to help me me get to the bottom of my food addiction.
Everyone has their own path. I hope you find yours.

